Once upon a time I could ignore everything that was out of my ideal world, my dream world, then I had to grow, to forget that whole world, my invisible friends, my stupid dreams all that kept me away from the real world... I had to grow up ... I had to become a man. Now I'm a man but I'm not a great man, I'm a little one, because I have no dreams, no wishes... no desire to live. That's because one day the world told me grow up now. Presently I know I made a mistake, I lost what made me happy... I lost my soul.